EXCITED FOR MY DAY TO COME – GUEST BLOG BY KATIE POWELL

Katie Powell, a student nurse of mine, was so interested when I told her about my blog. She offered to write a blog as a guest blogger and I took her up on her offer! I thought it would be great to get a viewpoint from a nurse. And she has a unique viewpoint because her best friend was diagnosed with a rare form of breast cancer and Katie was with her fighting every step of the way.

Here you go! Thank you Katie!:

I first met Amanda at Camp Summerlin when I was her student nurse for the day. As students we have to go in and “research” our patients the day before so we know how to take care of them. As I was “researching” Amanda I knew I was meeting a special person, mostly because she was similar in many ways to my best friend, Ashley. Ashley had just recently been diagnosed with a very aggressive breast cancer. Besides both having names that start with “A” and being really awesome people, they were similar ages and both had families. I was lucky enough to be Amanda’s student nurse several times at Camp Summerlin and one day the idea came up that I would write a guest blog post for her. I must confess, this was ages ago, she probably forgot all about it! Anyway, I finally thought of an awesome topic to write on and here it goes, this is my first blog post ever, mind you!

My best friend lives in our home state, and hometown (not that any of you have ever heard of it) of Everson, WA. Throughout her treatment and my schooling we have actually managed to see each other fairly frequently. I want to write about the trip she made in which we were celebrating her partner, Clayton’s, birthday and her being all done with chemo. It was just an awesome and happy time that we all celebrated and enjoyed our friendships and the gift of health.

It was late August and they arrived during the tail-end of my finals week. We had planned to rent a pontoon boat on the day of my last final because I would be getting done early in the morning. The day before we all went to the pool at their hotel and later they came over for an informal BBQ. Ashley and I were both exhausted: me from school and she was still recovering, so we flopped on a comfy couch and took a nap together. My Hubby and Clayton went to the store and prepared a really delicious feast of grilled leg-of-lamb, brussels sprouts, and zucchini. I LOVE lamb but Hubby doesn’t really care for it so any time I get to eat it it’s a real treat. After our awesome food we brought “the kids” back to their hotel room and I promised to pick them up as soon as my final was over the next morning.

The next day I took my test and I probably should have studied for it. I passed it, but I didn’t get as good of a grade as I could have. My thinking at the time was that friends and memories were more important. I went straight to their hotel room with coffees and muffins. Ashley was feeling sick, sick, sick, but was determined not to miss out on the fun afternoon. I had to give her a shot to stimulate white blood cell production in her body and made her take some Zofran for nausea and we were on our way. We managed to pick up Hubby, pack a cooler with drinks and leftovers, ice, and towels, and make it to Lake Mead in an hour and a half.

Once we got the boat and got on the water, it was just amazing. I love the feeling of being on the water. It is refreshing and calming and wonderful. It feels better than anything I can think of. We spent the day exploring the coves and nooks and crannies on the shore, jumping in the lake, and playing king-of-the-inner-tube. I had shaved my head once Ashley lost her hair to the chemo and the boys kept commenting on how cute it was to see us as little bald heads bobbing in the water. They said it had been easy to spot us at the pool the day before because we were the only bald people with bikinis on, haha. Life had kind of stopped for Ashley when she was diagnosed and things got kind of dark for awhile, but that day and that trip put the spark back in her. She is now about to finish her undergrad in business and communications and will hear shortly if she was accepted into graduate school. She is smart as a whip and ambitious to boot so I know she will be successful. I can’t wait to read a blog by Amanda that details how she celebrated her “done-with-chemo” day.

 

 

Katie & Ashley in their wigs

Katie & Ashley in their wigs

I want to thank Katie for her contribution to my blog! I certainly look forward to the type of day that Ashley had. The hard part about leukemia (and I guess most cancer) is that there is always a chance of relapse. I can just only hope and pray that a relapse doesn’t happen to me. When I get to that point though, I feel like I will always be looking over my shoulder, hoping that it doesn’t return. This just gives us an important lesson to live every day to its fullest and to live without regret. The fact is that we will all leave this Earth one day. Take advantage of the days now with our loved ones and don’t fret over what might happen in the future.

 

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FLU SEASON IS OVER!

I have succesfully made it through my 4th round of maintenance. It has certainly not been a walk in the park. With each round of chemo, it feels tougher and tougher. I have been in the hospital a week now. I will plan on being in for at least another 3 weeks so they can monitor my blood counts and hopefully avoid any more brain bleeds. Its interesting how each round of chemo affects me differently. In my past rounds of chemo, I haven’t been too nauseated, however this round I certainly was. I have finally experienced the metallic food taste that many chemo patients complain about. All of my food has this weird metal taste that makes me not want to eat anything. I am experiencing headache issues like always. These are due to my previous brain bleeds. The blood that has not be reabsorbed back into my brain yet is left floating around in my head. It can be highly irritating and causes the lovely headaches I experience. They should go away, but it can take weeks for the bleeds to fully heal themselves. I always tend to hate writing posts like this because I feel like I am just sitting here complaining and its pretty much the same complaints and issues on a daily basis. But, everyone wants to know how I am doing, so there it is! I’ve also picked up some sort of cold. It always seems to happen when I come into the hospital. It just proves what most nurses will tell you – the hospital has WAY MORE germs than your own house. Its not exactly the cleanest place in the world.

The good thing about this time around is that flu season is over! Why the excitement you must be wondering? During flu season, children under the age of 16 (obviously this includes my little ones) cannot come up to the patient rooms to visit. So, for my previous two rounds of hospital stays, I would have to go down to the lobby and visit with the kids down there. It wasn’t exactly convenient or condusive to having a nice visit with the kids. They had to stay behaved (haha) in the lobby, be quiet, etc. and it just didn’t make our visits that much fun. They would get bored quickly.

Now that flu season is over, they can just come and visit me in my room again. Ava and Grady think this is the greatest thing in the world! We hang out, they can watch tv, they can lay in bed with me and just be kids visiting their mom in the hospital. It truly has lifted their spirits and it has made this first week much more endurable for me as well.

Ava in Love Your Melon

Ava donning my Love Your Melon Hat. They have a new spring line of hats coming soon and totes! I can’t wait to check them out!

Grady in a Box

What do you need toys for? Give a 4-year-old a box and he will be entertained for hours!

Mom & KIds with Blanket

The kids love to cuddle in bed with me. They think hospital beds are one of the coolest things invented. “Why can’t we have this kind of bed at home?” Well, let me tell you why…

 

 

 

I’M BACK FROM MD ANDERSON

Okay…Well, I have been back for a week. THANK YOU to everyone that has texted, called or emailed me to find out what the doctors said. And I am sorry I haven’t gotten back to you. To be very honest, I have been tired and overwhelmed with no energy to get back to everyone. I guess that’s partly why I started this blog, to keep all of you who care, in the loop. (Well, also because there’s lots of times I can’t sleep or I get super bored in the hospital so it gives me something to do…I said I was being honest.) So here it goes….

It was a whirwind of a trip and all thank you to my GOOD friend Jackie and her husband Cary – some of the most kind, generous and caring people that have entered my life, let alone graced this Earth. I probably will never be able to thank them enough. We got all of my testing and doctor’s appointment all done last Monday. We thought we would need to stay until Wednesday but they wasted no time. My bone marrow biopsy was the last thing I had done Monday afternoon. It was NOT FUN and probably one of the worst I’ve had. I guess Jackie can attest to that because all I keep repeating on the car ride from MD Anderson to the Four Seasons (a 4-mile trip) was, “That was bad. That was bad.” But guess what? I survived.

Jackie was able to arrange for us to fly back home Monday night. So after a crazy cab ride to the airport (he didn’t know where he was going and was a terrible driver) and 3 rounds of throw-up (by me, not Jackie), we were able to board the plane and make the 4-hour flight home. We both slept the whole time.

The only downfall of us making such a short trip is that we weren’t able to explore MD Anderson more. I know we only saw about 1% of the whole place. And here’s the proof:

MD Anderson

 

The only damn picture that I have of the whole place.

I was planning on taking more on Tuesday… It reminded me of a small college campus – multiple buildings and just huge for a hospital. There’s a reason why people go there. It was extremely organized and efficient for such a large place. When I say “We” (I mean Jackie and I) planned on venturing out and doing some exploring on Tuesday….well okay and maybe enjoying the spa at the Four Seasons….but it all worked out just how it was supposed to!

So, you’re on the edge of your seat….”What did the doctor say?”

The doctor said…we’ve done everything right so far. My doctor here said their standard here is 3-4 rounds of consolidation (maintenance chemo.) I have completed 3 rounds. Almost every time I have chemo, I get a brain bleeed. That equals bad. I think if given her choice here, we would have stopped at 3 rounds of chemo. The doctor at MD Anderson highly suggests the 4th round of chemo; despite the risk of another brain bleed. The standard at MD Anderson is 6 rounds of chemo.

There are some tests that should have been done here in Las Vegas that weren’t done. Needless to say, they are being done now. MD Anderson also has the abilities to do extensive further testing because they are a teaching hospital. We should be getting the results of those tests soon. My brain bleeds? They don’t have a good answer – its my anatomy. There is no way to prevent them, except to keep my platelet counts up. We know that chemo is designed to wipe out my blood counts. Its a catch-22. So, that is why I stay in the hospital for at least a month at a time after chemo so they can monitor me: check my platelets daily (at least) and give me platelet transfusions if I need them (which is usually around 2 units of platelets a day.) It is very important that I get A- platelets (my blood type, irradiated and from a single donor.) These are all things that help prevent me from reacting to receiving the platelets. (Its just like getting a reaction when you put anything foreign into your body.) Its also why its so important to become a platelet donor if you can. Its very similar to giving blood. I can sometimes wait for up to 12 hours while they fly my platelets into Las Vegas from Arizona. Thankfully, Cary is A- and willing to donate his platelets to me. They will be a great backup and once again, another reason, for a big thank you.

So, in real terms, what does this mean? I thought I was done with chemo, but I’m not. I am headed into Camp Summerlin this coming Wednesday for another round of chemo. I plan on being there for over a month and I kind of get how the drill goes…it doesn’t mean that I don’t get anxious beforehand. Its not the most fun place to be when I could be home enjoying my daughter’s tennis lessons, my son’s t-ball games or just sitting on the couch and being able to pause and rewind my tv because I have Direct TV. (Let’s face it, sometimes it is just the small things that make us happy.) Its also funny because when I am home during the day, I really don’t watch that much tv.

Supposedly, after this 4th round of chemo, I should be done. Monthly blood tests should show that I am clear of leukemia. If it stays gone for 2 years, then “Peace Out, Leukemia.” If it comes back in that time period, I could be a candidate for a transplant. But we have time before we get to that point. Uncle Braydon better be living a clean lifestyle because the’s my first go-to to find a bone marrow transplant donor.

Well, that’s the basics of our trip and I am grateful that I got to go. We are certainly changing our original course of action and I can only hope that keeps me around a little bit longer!. I give my love and prayers to the Rowe family that live here in Las Vegas and lost their dad to AML just this past week. He left behind a wife and 4 beautiful daughters aged 10-16. I am also sending happy thoughts to Ilene (my walking partner) who had a bone marrow biopsy at MD Anderson today and gets her results tomorrow.

I am sure I will have much more to fill in on…and I’ll have more time on my hands come Wednesday. Stay strong and positive, and pray for these people that need uplighting in their hearts